Create

I have been trying to focus on some crafting projects lately. Trying to think about what I can accomplish right now, instead of all the things I can not.

At work they have started cleaning, painting, and flooring projects....though school has not been closed for the year. I feel that means they are planning for our program to not reopen. This has really got me down as teaching is my purpose. Without it I am feeling a bit lost, or useless. I know this is how lots and lots of people feel, and I am one of the lucky ones through this. Complaining is not really allowed, but I want to not hide how I feel.


My husband has had a few mentally down days as well, days where you just feel stuck. I helped by both being there for him when he needed, and going in to work when he needed space. Giving each other space and comfort has been a real balancing act. Really, other than not leaving the house our lives have not drastically changed, but somehow they have.



LOL, somehow I have still not done much with the house! Hard to decorate or finish a house when you can't leave the house for materials!



Positives: My cooking is getting pretty good. I have been able to try recipes that I am usually to tired to try.  I am crafting more, which allows me to mental tune out. Hopefully more good things will come.